Safe inside I choose to deny
All the things I despise
You fill my head up with lies
I see the truth with my eyes
I’ve faced pain and defeat
And I’ve been brought to my knees
But play the victim?
No not me
First I break the silence
Then I just fade away
In dismay, far from okay
So I pray for the day
Where things start going my way
But I’ve never felt this low before
This heart can’t take it anymore
Get this thing out of me
Smoke filling my mouth
Like fire to the trees
There’s no putting me out
Wildfire
Fan the flames
Endless pain
Fuels my rage
Unseen things controlling me
What’s really pulling the strings?
I’ll just quit
Fuck this shit
The hate in me became my crutch
Pardon me was I too much?
Scorching everything I touch